It's the little things that make the biggest impressions! God said that he would make two lights to rule over the sky by day and by night and man.. He meant it, you can still see the moon sometimes in the sky when the sun first comes up. He says we are never alone, and we aren't.
He says He works all things to the good of those who love Him (Romans 8:28) and he does, unfortunately some people (hmm...) take a little longer in accepting that His ways are the straighter paths and that He will finish what He started and He WILL complete it without faultering.
I have spent some time in 1 Corinthians and like these verses for my medical/health worries.
I like these verses because I think they answer the questions about medical and health problems being inflicted on a person as a punishment or to flush out sin. Everyone has different takes and interpretations on things but, My God does not punish like that, and if He is using a bad situation to "purify" or "teach" you something He is guiding you and talking you through it. I read these scriptures right off the page. I have had these in my notes several times and just recently someone gave them to me again. (CONFIRMATION!!! Love it :)I Corinthians 4:4-5 For I am conscious of nothing against myself, yet I am not by this acquitted; but the one who examines me is the Lord. (5) therefore do not go on passing judgment before the time, but wait until the Lord comes who will both bring to LIGHT the things hidden in the darkness and disclose the motives of men's hearts; and then each man's praise will come to him from God.
Pray and God will answer you, but be still and quiet, He does not yell and He will not fight you on your decisions. Wisdom is not for the faint of heart, nor is it a quick and easy bulletin, but if you seek it, God will provide it.
The Medical Update...................................................................................................................
Well, today is the big day today I am having the EEG and next week the memory testing. (WHOA HOO!!!!) then they will determine if it is another issue more age appropriate (oh, my this is when the prayers came in handy!! AGE APPROPRIATE!! I AM NOT EVEN 40! YET!!!!!)or if my problems are Adult ADD (that is a real diagnosis!!!! {LOL} because I am being diagnosed as an adult).
Well, whatever comes will come...(I am actually not stressing about it, have not said a whole lot and tried not to think about it, tried to renew and declutter the brain but it is not as easy as decluttering a room)
I just wish we could get on with things and I might be able to stay on task and complete a thought without pulling muscles doing so. I have struggled and finally came out of the denial (pitty party) about 6 months ago. It wasn't until my forgetting things and obcessively worrying about forgetting things and writing everything down was stressing others out, OOPS!!, and then it just became a joke, "Well at least I am good at worrying, I have alot of practice" :).
Will update when the information comes in probably not for 2 weeks.. Oh, the patience thing again! ha ha.
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